self-reflection

Friday, August 27, 2010

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God,

sorry for not meeting and talking to you so long time.
sorry for forgetting you and too busy with what i' m done,and it's perfectly bad
sorry for asking you so many questions and begging you too much

but,
thank you for everything you give to me,even i' m not asking

i can't say more,than thank you
:)






gravity

Thursday, August 26, 2010

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something always brings me back to you
it never takes too long



www.youutube.com

very amazing video from sara bareilles. i thought,you have to see :)

august and her birthday

Sunday, August 22, 2010

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birthday girl with her presents

we wishes all the best things for youu,alvita husin
:)

gratitude :)

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

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i feel random in this time. i don't know why. it seems that everything' s never enough and there are always reasons to keep complaining and asking, to keep dreaming but not facing the reality,to stay and not to make progress,and to wish i can repeat time because i feel the past is better than now. and there is always a reason to feel bad and down. and then i just realize, maybe i' m not gratitude enough. maybe i just need a time to thank God for everything in this time,in the present. i know maybe the condition is not good enough for me. but, i can't stop it,i can't rewind it,i just can go trough it, and to pass all these bad feelings and maybe,moments,i have to keep thanking God for everything, even for every single day that i can still live. and really, i feel better :)

i hope, you can thank God for every condition. Because you will never know if someday you miss it and regret it because you don't realize what you have. Always try to be positive.

have a nice dream

have a better tomorrow

love,
A

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I WISH I COULD
tell you how i feel right now
make you here with me
take a walk with you
make sure that you're okay



*sighs*

it's red and white

Monday, August 16, 2010

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hey,
happy birthday indonesia
all the best wishes for you
:)

2years agoooo :)

Sunday, August 15, 2010

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i randomly miss these moments haha. utaaaaaas! walaupun agak banyak deritanya,tapi bener2 berkesan :).agak kangen dipanggil dan diteriakin "utaassssss!!" kangenkangen tp sebenernya ga mau ngulang lagi soalnya jujur,capek banget. capek nunduk,capek disuruh2,capek beli ini beli itu,capek takut. hehe but that's all worth it in the end kok. tapi ini semua cuma buat dikangenin,tapi kalo disuruh ulaang,hemmm gadeh kayaknya hehe. that's enough.







semua tingkatan di 70,mau utas aud agit punya special moment(s) yang punya arti masing2,yang punya pegalaman masing2.ga kerasa banget sekarang udah agit. *sighs*
cepet bangeeeeeet :(

dreamy carrousel

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i really really want this stuff aaaaaa


buy me one,please? hemmmmmmm :)

cheeri'n up

Saturday, August 14, 2010

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to anyone whose ever written a letter.
to anyone whose ever gotten a response,
and to anyone who hasn't -

you deserve all the love you're looking for,
and more. trust me.
i might not know you, but i understand you.

every time i read a letter,
i wonder why we all feel the way we do.
and then i remember -
that moment when you find love,
be it hearing three words, getting your first kiss,
or just seeing them smile back at you,
it's worth it.

every moment of doubt, of pain, of anxiousness.
every tear, every scream, every restless night.

it's all worth it, in the end.

- someone.

P.S.
i love you.

blue morning

Monday, August 9, 2010

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"The things I remember about you are starting to feel like a dream.

It's been that long.

I really, really miss you"



you can find other heart thoughts here

how i miss this moment(s)

Friday, August 6, 2010

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one month ago
folkdance festival in denizli.turkiye

one year ago



"the best thing about the picture is that it never changes,even when the people in it do"

simply lovely

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LoveGivesMeHope - FMS #1511